| damn looks like im heading out to new york in the fall for college! its pretty exciting but i gotta admit, it hasnt really sunk in yet... the fact that im gonna be leaving behind my friends, family, everything i KNOW?! its almost unreal~ but one thing that i do kno is that i couldve done more to cherish certain friendships. there are selected few that i couldve been so close to during the past year but i just got so caught up in everything else around me that i failed to notice things right under my nose...
certain friends will change on u, ive learned that...theyll be ure best friend for 3-4 years and one day they will turn their back on u when u need them the most and the people that u SHOULDVE kept close to ure side come back to catch ure fall and to help u back up. i looked back at the last couple of years. some nites i just want to relive over and over again. there are a lot of things that i could take back or make better, some things wouldve changed how i spent those years entirely... everything happens for a reason, right? i try to make my heart believe that, sometimes its too hard...
at the end of this summer im starting completely new... new friends, new city, new schooling, new norms, a whole new life! its gonna be tough, i know, im almost scared ill miss this place too much... but i think im ready for this break! it might just be what i need - a change....
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At the moment, you don`t think much of it, you know, we just don`t recognize the most significant moment of our lives. Back then I thought, "There`ll be other days.." I didn`t realize that was the only day.
being together is more than just physical. it`s about
understanding the other person. being there for
them, talking for hours, making each other`s dreams
come true, being in love & not needing anything to
keep it worth while. |
